the past..
I’m still living in the past. Can you please help me how to forget you? I know I’ve been wrong loving you. But what can I do, I can’t stop this feelings that I want to forget. I’ve been a victim of your love. I believe on those lies that you have said. Especially the word I LOVE YOU
, word that people wants to hear from their loved ones. I don’t know where I’ve been wrong why you should treat me like this, why you should leave me because of your problems. As far as I know, I did my part as your Girlfriend.
I know that you have someone new. I should accept the fact that I am not deserved as your girl. Sorry to myself. I thought is it true, but it was just an illusion. I hope this illusion will not stay last forever. It could hurt me so much. I should move on. Forget about the things in the past. It can’t help me in the future.
WHAHAHAHA.. 20 kron.. la lang.. nlingaw q.. bleehhh..=p
..owz… lge.. we broke-up because, nwala kasi trust ko.. he’s killng me softly..hahahahha.. y??.. hmmnn.. 1st, someone told me that julz have a date with a girl named cristine, and that someone is his relative..ouch.. schoolmate ko c someone.. syempre, nsktan aq..iba kz pgdeliver niya ng mga salita nung sinasabi niya un(tama bah)..prang sinsabi niya na, ms ok c cristine keysa sau..and double date p dw cla, i ask julz bout it, they wer together at that time,cristine and w/his friend dennis..and after we talk about that problem, knlimutan q na.. after that incednt, meron nnmn.. Cla n dw ni cristine,sbi ng brkada q.. ha??hmmnn.. bnlewala q lng ang issue n un.. 2nd, his textmate texted him, nsa skn kz sim niya nung tym n un, joy dw ang nem, and brkda xa ngkptd ni julz, she ask me hu i am, sb q "i’m cha, gf ni julz", she was shocked, ulit2 aqng tintnong.. npaulawan q bai.. sbi ni julz dw s knya, la dw xang uyab.. so, anu pla ang gs2ng pnaabot ni julz s knya??.. i ask julz about it, jam lng dw.. i.never mnd q lng dw..helo??d muh bah iniisip q gnu kskt un??..gagu..but after, 4give q nmn xa kaagad.. 3rd..b-day ng brkda q, ng uc aq, alam niya nmn ng.uuc aq.. nag.uc aq bcoz of him, mkbd3p, nglit ng walang dhlan, after, somebody told him kng anu ang gnawa q, nkpgcol-off, d tntanggap sorry q..i duno wat to do..after a wk, ok n kmi, pro d n kgya ng dati.. the last thing he did was, he told me n my ka’hug xa.. mLamig dw kz, my activty cla nung araw n un.. kng kw ang nsa lugar q nun, anung iicpn mo??.. we are too far from each other, nsa davao aq, nsa sultan kudarat xa.. everytime i go home in sultan kudarat, for 2 days, d lng mn xa mgppkta or mgbgay lng mn ng tym 4 us.. cguro in 1 year, mblang q kng ilan lhat n ngkta kmi.. end- 
i know sometimes i’ve been selfish..minsan gs2 q lhat ng attention niya nsa skn lng.. dq alam kng luv niya aq tlga.. cguro.. wala..ewan.. malay.. nhulog kz loob q s knya ng husto.. (pwd turoan mo rn aqng klimutan ka).. 
